tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69457142011-04-22T09:29:35.363+08:00LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.comBlogger141100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1134014373559612022005-12-08T11:57:00.000+08:002005-12-08T11:59:33.570+08:00Hi All,<br /><br />I've shifted to diradiva.blogspirit.com.<br />C u there...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-113401437355961202?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1108024782802200032005-02-10T16:20:00.000+08:002005-02-10T16:48:09.000+08:00Alhamdulillah....9 months of waiting has finally come to an end. Here's our dear Princess Mariah... <br />I noe I hav not been updating..so u guys noe why huh... <br /> <br />now me and hubby having probs with the 2 mothers...it's their 1st grandchild..so u noe i noe both fighting for Mariah..err..thank god I'm breastfeeding her....at least there's some time for us to be together..else she will foreva be in their hands...no way! <br /> <br />well....now i'm trying to bottlefeed her. looks like she's havin problem adapting to rubber teats..keeps on crying minta 'belas kasihan'. Even for me, I find it hard to stop breatfeeding her..there's somekind of bonding.. feel so attached to her. Oh God how am i goin bac to work? definitely gonna miss her. If only i can bring Mariah to work..how i wish!! <br /> <br />ok ok...more of her updates later...gotta pack up soon, going to my MIL's place... <br /> <br /> <br /><br> <br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v292/luvmyself/mariahsweet.jpg" width="500" height="400"> <br /><br><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-110802478280220003?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1090474769345055752004-07-22T13:24:00.000+08:002004-07-22T13:39:29.346+08:00Ok..now wat?? my boss is leaving... anyway, dun think we need him..he's juz a filter. The whole team is demoralized...looks like we hav to handle everything..yes, we r flexible..pah-kah-liao..everything we do..Programming, documentation, tender, project management....and soon we'll be seow leow.....<sigh>. Can i go for my maternity leave now?? for a moment, i juz felt like confronting him or complaining to my big boss...but wat's de use of complaining?? he's goin to b out of here anyway..and wat can my big boss do? employ a new snr consultant?? err..i doubt so..why??&nbsp;&nbsp;save cost...and who's gonna work like shit??!!Argh!!! and there will be another interview tom and product demo on Monday and another meeting on dat same day. and Hubby is leaving this sun...and i'l be all alone for 5 days...sobs...:( <br />only one thing dat made me smile...baby is kicking...oh god...i'm on tears...masyaAllah.. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-109047476934505575?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1090319121799678732004-07-20T18:18:00.000+08:002004-07-20T18:25:21.800+08:00<strong>Tired..tired..tired</strong> <br /><strong></strong>&nbsp; <br />everytime i came bac from meeting, i feel like as if there's a big stone on my head. Tried to cool down myself but it&nbsp;jus doesn't seem to werk.... <br />&nbsp; <br />i've been trying hard to breathe these few days... babe u ok down there?? <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-109031912179967873?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1090216565448277402004-07-19T13:45:00.000+08:002004-07-19T13:56:05.446+08:00<strong>wat's de gender, doc??</strong> <br />&nbsp; <br />Am not sure if I should be excited bout this.... <br />hmm..went for my 4th scanning on Sat. The obstetrician went like "...so do u wanna noe de gender?? " while she was busy zooming in and out..i could c there' s nothing on the screen..in my heart, i went like "pls..pls..it's a gal..pls.." I looked at hubby and hubby looked at me..both of us were quiet for a second. I took a deep breath and told her.."yes, of course...." . she asked again.."..u wanna guess?" and i told her..."it's a gal??..."&nbsp; and she smiled... <br />&nbsp; <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-109021656544827740?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1088826411893586022004-07-03T11:21:00.000+08:002004-07-03T12:02:25.006+08:00<strong>Rest and relax</strong> <br /> <br />it's Saturday again...days have passed so quickly..i was too busy dat i dun even feel it. Now dat i'm expecting, i begin to notice more ladies out there who are in de same shoes as me. Sometimes I wonder if i should give up my seat to someone wit a bigger tummy, but..err.. why should i feel guilty..c'mon i need de seat too..can't stand for too long. wish i can move or dance in de train juz to make my blood circulate rather than standing still..plus my height and super sentive nose gives more exposure to u noe some pple's strong BO..my god.. i almost fainted. I miss those days when my chauffeur would send me and fetch me from werk..(haha..he's gonna kill me if he were to ever read this..kah kah kah..) <br />It's july..and aug coming soon..I can't wait to c our dear purplepaus on de pelamin... hope everything goes well for u gal..insyaAllah... <br /> <br />oh yah..here's my hubby's biggest scandal...dat's how she sleeps..sungguh kurang sopan.. <br /><br> <br /><img src="http://img78.photobucket.com/albums/v292/luvmyself/DSC00101.jpg" width="500" height="400"> <br /><br> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108882641189358602?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1087556082709041512004-06-18T18:18:00.000+08:002004-06-18T18:54:42.710+08:00<strong>TGIF</strong> <br /> <br />BURPP....Yes!!yes!yes!! I got my energy back...alhamdulillah..Gone r all my 'mabuks'.. been eating a lot lately. I had nasi goreng for breakfast at 7.15, mee soto for lunch, the nasi goreng kak yati(my In-laws' maid) has 'tapau'd for me at 5..well suppose to hav dat for lunch but busy wit meeting at client's side juz now. anyway, i manage to finish it an hr ago. will hav late dinner later. <br /> <br />My in-laws jus left for Bangkok dis morning..gonna miss the chats wit my S-I-L...but guess wat?? i'm gonna be a Maam for 4 days..Yeah!! not too excited though..still hav to look after nenek who sometimes need xtra attention... she can go on and on if u start talking to her....i juz hav to bear with dat....guess she juz need someone to talk to. Both me and hubby plan to bring her and kak yati to my place tom. maybe take a stroll down at reservoir and hav dinner at mom's place... <br /> <br />Better call mom now to make my special request. I wan... Ikan masak Thai...yum yum... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108755608270904151?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1086408120495313982004-06-05T11:48:00.000+08:002004-06-05T12:02:00.496+08:00<strong>Dinner wit After6ix</strong> <br /> <br />wow..we really had a gd dinner..at least it helps with my appetite. <br />Jus wish my appetite was as gd as Ana's. miss Amiran's seafood baked rice. i wan my seafood baked rice!! Sal, why dun u try to cook baked rice since u already tried lasagne etc. i'm not in de mood to cook.. can't even stand de smell. mentioning it was enuff to make me puke..ok ok.. i can't even pass by Banquet..poor hubby hav to go alone while i waited for him outside...bad bad nose..<~sigh~> Anyway, I really enjoyed de dinner..more endorphines..:) gd for my baby... <br /> <br />p.s Yat..u missed the fun...;) <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108640812049531398?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1085998724020058342004-05-31T17:46:00.000+08:002004-05-31T18:18:44.020+08:00<strong>Glad Monday gonna b over soon..</strong> <br /> <br />Got this article, 'Budaya Melayu' written by Mansor Haji Sukaimi (Uncle M of Nury@Singapore). Published in Berita Harian on 29th of May. Well..This is the original version.. <br /> <br />*********************************************************** <br />Editor, <br /> <br /> Siapakah yang berhak cakap pasal budaya dan bahasa <br /> Melayu? <br /> <br /> Siapa yang tak berhak? <br /> <br /> Saya rasa saya tak berhak kerana BM saya lemah. <br /> <br /> Saya tak tahu asal usul budaya Melayu. <br /> <br /> Saya belum pernah membaca Sejarah Melayu atau <br /> Hikayat Hang Tuah. <br /> <br /> Tapi tiap kali saya baca orang tulis pasal budaya <br /> atau bahasa Melayu, saya tak puas hati. Kerana, apa <br /> yang selalu dimasudkan dengan budaya Melayu adalah <br /> perkara-perkara macam dikir barat, tarian lilin, <br /> main congkak, silat, kompang, hadrah, dsb. Saya <br /> tidak setuju semua ini adalah inti utama budaya <br /> Melayu. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Saya bangga kerana saya berbangsa Melayu bukan <br /> kerana saya giat dalam zikir barat, silat dan <br /> kompang-hadrah, atau seorang pendekar silat gayong. <br /> Dulu, ya, saya terlibat. Tapi saya tidak mirip <br /> kepada bidang-bidang itu tapi saya masih rasa nikmat <br /> hidup sebagai orang Melayu. <br /> <br /> Mesti ada sifat-sifat lain yang membuat Melayu itu <br /> "melayu" dan saya bersyukur oleh sebab-sebab itu: <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu lemah lembut. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu murah hati dan mudah ikhlas <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu suka bergotong royong, bantu <br /> membantu. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu tidak bongkak atau sombong. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu suka yang cantik dan indah. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu beradab dan lembut <br /> keperibadiaannya. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu suka masakan tradisional bersama <br /> sambal belacan dan ulamnya. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu amat mesra dengan keluarga, <br /> sedaramara dan sahabat andai. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu senang dipujuk untuk menghormati <br /> ketua dan guru, dan senang taat serta beradab. <br /> <br /> * Orang Melayu beragama Islam. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Inilah unsur-unsur yang lebih bernas dan saya suka <br /> orang Melayu bersifat begini. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Saya juga tidak setuju budaya Melayu sudah layu atau <br /> dicemari oleh sebab pengaruh barat. Memang ada yang <br /> suka lagu-lagu rock atau main guitar atau pakai <br /> neck-tie dan coat. Ramai sungguh yang lebih suka <br /> cakap Inggeris. Ini tidak merunsingkan saya kerana <br /> hal-hal ini bukan sesuatu yang kita mencari-mencari. <br /> Ia terterap ke dalam kehidupan kita kerana <br /> benda-denda ini sering dialami, atau keran ia <br /> selesa. Bukan pilihan yang kita hargai. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Kita masih suka pakai baju Melayu. Cuma kita tidak <br /> jadikan ia amalan harian oleh sebab keadaan hidup <br /> praktikal, bukan kerana benci. Kita tidak banyak <br /> membaca buku-buku Melayu bukan kerana kita tidak <br /> minat. Kita belum ada penulis-penulis Melayu yang <br /> mengkagumkan. Tidak banyak buku-buku Melayu yang <br /> benar-benar mencetuskan ilham, intelek atau <br /> pemikiran yang mendalam. Ramai pelajar tidak ghairah <br /> belajar Sejarah atau Budaya Melayu. Ini bukan <br /> kebencian tetapi inti yang dikemukakan tidak sejajar <br /> dengan proses meningkatkan martabat dan pemikiran <br /> pelajar-pelajar Melayu. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Ini semua bukan hal-hal yang kita suka atau bangga. <br /> Ia wujud kerana hidup kita belum dinyalakan dengan <br /> desakan dalaman yang berteraskan sifat-sifat <br /> semulajadi orang-orang Melayu. Jika kita hidupkan <br /> sifat-sifat pemurah hati dan ikhlas, suka yang <br /> indah, mirip kepada kebaikan, senang bergotong <br /> royong, mudah taat kepada pemimpin dan guru yang <br /> benar, dan hargai kesepaduan Melayu dengan Islam <br /> sebagai tunggak budaya orang-orang Melayu, kita <br /> pasti akan mengecap kenikmatan menjadi Orang Melayu, <br /> walaupun kita tidak gemar dikir barat, main congkak, <br /> tarian lilin, hadrah, kompang atau pencak silat. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Wassalam <br />Mansor Haji Sukaimi <br /> <br />*********************************************************** <br /> <br />Ni lah semangat org melayu...Proud to be a '<em>Malay-ren</em>'.. <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108599872402005834?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1085906056789015292004-05-30T16:28:00.000+08:002004-05-30T16:34:51.523+08:00I've not been updating...yah i noe..not feeling well lately. Hope our dear Ana is coping well with early pregnancy. I can't wait for this to end.. NO appetite, losing my weight, MIL worry, Mom worry..Relax ah...oh yah..and guess wat my FIL bought buah kedondong for me...buah aper tu? will check out dis wednesday how dat kedondong looks and taste like..heard from mom she ever crave for kedondong during her pregnancy...but i'm not. I juz wan my epok epok sardine NOW!!! <br /> <br />k..will update soon.. watching toy story now...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108590605678901529?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1085395112825224492004-05-24T18:32:00.000+08:002004-05-24T18:40:50.126+08:00got dis from de web... <br /><em>Woman must stand firm and be true to her own inner nature. To yield to the prevailing false conception of love, of unloving love, is to abdicate her great evolutionary mission to keep human beings true to themselves, to keep them from doing violence to their inner nature, to help them to realize their potentialities for being loving and cooperative.</em> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108539511282522449?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1085134198134847372004-05-21T18:03:00.000+08:002004-05-21T18:09:58.136+08:00It's Friday again....:) yay!! Been very busy this whole week..next week will be another buzy weeek...I've made up my mind that I'm gonna quit at the end of this year. Go for maternity leave..Stay home for 3, 4 months and start looking for a new job...i need a new environment..can't stand this 'toxic energy dump' office! <sigh..><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108513419813484737?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1084709878438904062004-05-16T20:17:00.000+08:002004-05-16T20:18:18.810+08:00Juz came back from Nury course. I don't know there's so much things to learn about child development. And what we've got from Uncle M was MasyaAllah....i didn't realise it was time to go until he ended everything with Tasbih kafarrah..wish i can stay a little longer....his knowledge, his experience really amazed me.... <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108470987843890406?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6945714.post-1084270854140088712004-05-11T18:19:00.000+08:002004-05-11T18:20:54.140+08:00Dira Diva is testing a new entry.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6945714-108427085414008871?l=luvmyself.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>LuvMySelfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13000206889885910347noreply@blogger.com0